He owns my heart.

Do you think he ever thinks of me? He has been in my heart and in my thoughts each and every day for the last 36 years.  We were 18 and so very young. The world was so big and exciting . Where would the road take me? Who would I spend it with? Then I met him! After work one day my friends boyfriend (and his friend) picked us up from work.  HE was driving! The car was so hot. The coolest car I had been in. His Z28 Camaro might have really impressed me except for the fact that there was something so intriging about this man. I snuck a few looks at him in the rearview mirror as he was driving. Wow I was hooked instantly. He had just got home from his job on the rigs and was having a party at his house that night. Would I be there??? Couldn't imagine being anywhere else. I doubt he even noticed me yet ... but he would. I was totally inexperienced with guys, parties and sex but all that would change very quickly for me. I talked another girlfriend into coming with me. We were both terrified as we walked into his house. And there he was. Deep breath. He was even more incredible that I had realized. He was tall, very tall, and his smile made me weak in the knees.